Confession 342: Great Flavor, Poor Consistency

 

 

 

People who live on milk are like babies who don’t really know what is right.  Solid food is for mature people who have been trained to know right from wrong.  We must try to become mature and start thinking about more than just the basic things we were taught about Christ.  Hebrews 5:13-6:1 (CEB)

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I’ve been experimenting lately with making waffles out of protein powder.  So far, the flavor is pretty good, (like Cocoa Puffs) but the consistency is a bit off (very crispy).  As I sat crunching on my waffle this morning that’s not really supposed to be crunchy, I thought about the above passage of Scripture.

As Jesus people, I think our flavor is often right, but we lack consistency.  Most of us who profess a faith in Christ want to be close to him.  We desire to grow in our faith, to become mature believers.  However, we often lack consistency in doing the things that get us there.  We don’t make time to read Scripture, our prayers are interrupted by work or kids or burning dinner, we forgo weekly worship for sports or brunch or extra sleep.  We aren’t maturing in our faith because we’re not consistently practicing it.

I know what you’re going to say, “But I….”

1. …don’t have time to read my Bible

2. …don’t understand the Bible when I try to read it

3. …have to take my kids to sports activities

4. ….only have Sunday mornings to spend with my family

5. …get really bored in worship

6. …don’t feel God speaking to me

7. …get distracted when I try to pray

8. …don’t know if God is really listening

I get it, I truly do.  I’ve said many of these same things myself.  But here’s the thing…we are called by the One who created us to actually grow in spiritual maturity.  God doesn’t want to be a babysitter.  God wants to be in a mature relationship with his children!  What an amazing honor that is!!  However, we can’t have that relationship if we’re not willing to put in the work required to maintain it.

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So, what do we need to do in order to become mature Jesus people?  My friends, we need consistency…

1. Read the Bible. 

Find a translation that speaks to you (a.k.a. that you understand).  Go to Bible Gateway and read through various translations to see which one you like.  Set aside an extra 10 minutes in your day to read some Scripture.  Write verses down that speak to you and post them around your house/office/car.  Start small.  Read through the book of Philippians, Ruth, or 1 John.  And pray.  God’s Spirit reveals the Scriptures to us, so ask God for that Spirit while you read.

2. Pray often.

Prayer is a conversation.  It doesn’t have to be fancy or poetic.  Just talk to God.  Thank God for the day, for the coffee, for the warm clothes fresh from the dryer.  Thank God for the work you have to do, even if it’s annoying.  Tell God what you’re thinking about.  He knows, but he also likes to hear it from you.  What are you struggling with?  What are you worried about?  Who are you worried about?  Just talk…in the car, while pouring your coffee, while standing at the copy machine, waiting in line, or tossing clothes in the wash.  Just talk…

3. Engage in worship.

Go to church.  Worship with fellow believers.  Maybe you don’t like the music or the sermon or the liturgy…who cares?  If you ask God, he’ll show up.  So, ask God to speak to  you during worship, regardless of the songs that are sung or the message that is delivered.  Focus on God.  Listen to the words of the hymns.  Take time to pray.  Pay attention to the message.  Praise God for all he has done.  And, ask for his presence to guide you in worship and to speak to you.

Let’s grow up, if God is willing, the author of Hebrews writes.  I think God is willing…we just need to practice consistency.

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

 

 

 

Confession 341: When You Think You Know Best…

We must give our full attention to what we were told, so that we won’t drift away.  Hebrews 2: 1 (CEB)

I remember once, when I was a girl, getting ready to walk out the door for school.  My mom said, “Don’t forget your raincoat.”

Confession 278: When You Face an "Epic Fail"

I looked out the front door at the beautiful sunny morning.  “Mom, it’s sunny.  I don’t need it.”  That afternoon, as I walked home from school in the pouring rain, I thought about that conversation.  Needless to say, the next time my mom told me to grab a raincoat, I listened.

My mom has always had some sort of innate sense about the weather.  She pays attention to the forecasts, watches the signs of nature, and trusts her experiences.  She knows what she’s talking about.

The other day, my second grader brought home notecards to study for a science test.  As we were reviewing, I realized that he had mixed up the definitions for “adaptation” and “camouflage”.  As much as I insisted that I knew the definitions, he refused to listen.  What would his mother know about science class? (Okay, in truth, not a lot.  I’m an English nerd.  But, 2nd grade science I think I’ve got a handle on!)  We finally emailed the teacher.  And, guess what?  Mama knew what she was talking about!

How often do we, as Christians, think we know better than God?  How often do we fail to give our full attention to what God is telling us and stubbornly go our own way?  How often does our own way lead to a great big mess we’re asking God to clean up?

The writer of Hebrews tells us that we need to give our FULL attention to what God has told us (and is telling us).  God wants our full attention on him not because he’s some sort of celestial know-it-all, but because he loves us.  He wants to care for us, to guide us, to support us, to heal us, to empower us, to make us better than what we are now.  Ultimately, God wants to share this life with us.  But we have to give him our full attention.  We have to listen.  And, yes, we have to obey.

If God says, “Take the raincoat”, we have to be willing to take it, regardless of the fact that it’s a beautiful sunny morning.  God knows what’s coming.  He sees the whole picture.

Give your full attention to what you have been told, so you don’t drift away.

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

Confession 340: The (Not So) Quiet Life

Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life: You should mind your own business and work with your hands, just as we told you,  so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that you will not be dependent on anybody. 1 Thessalonians 4:11-12

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The quiet life…I always thought that the writer’s life was the ideal quiet life.  In my mind, it included days spent contemplating higher things, taking walks to admire God’s handiwork, sipping coffee and perusing Scripture with my dogs curled at my feet.  I pictured Emerson and Thoreau rambling around the New England countryside.  Funny, how the mind works, isn’t it?

Yes, my days are now spent in quiet, but it’s hardly the quiet life.  With a handful of freelance projects rolling at once, my brain bounces around like our puppy who spends his day running back and forth from our boys’ room dragging out one toy after another.  While there is quiet around me, my head is full of noise.  I have deadlines to meet and am often stuck in the “me” bubble forgetting all else and striving for a finish line that isn’t really the one God has set.

When Paul talks about Christians living a “quiet” life, he’s not really talking about solitude.  Of course, we need quiet time for reflection, meditation, and prayer, but most of us don’t live a monastic life.  When my boys get home (or are awake),  quiet is completely thrown out the window with shouts, whoops, pounding feet, squeals, calls of “Mama–so and so did this!”, the barking of dogs and the Disney Channel.  Seriously, a barroom brawl could not eclipse the decibel level in our house.  But that’s okay–it’s life–and I wouldn’t trade it.

So, when Paul tells the Thessalonian church to lead a quiet life, he’s really telling them “Lead your own life.”  Look at the very next sentence…”You should mind your own business…”   In other words, don’t be a drama queen.  Don’t gossip.  Don’t get caught up in the drama of the world around you.  Instead, do your work.

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Did you catch that?  Do your work–the things God has placed before you to accomplish.  It might not be fun or flashy (like writing hundreds of assessment items), but it’s your work.  And when we work with a focus on God, people notice.  They see us working; not gossiping, slandering, criticizing, or tearing down.  Rather, they see us building up, encouraging, comforting, supporting….in short, they see us practicing God’s love and living in God’s peace.

Living the quiet life is not actually about quiet.  Living the quiet life is about living a life of focus.  It’s about setting our sights solely on the work God has entrusted us with and called us to do.  It is about honoring God with our hands, our minds, our hearts, and our mouths.  The quiet life is a God centered life.  How quiet is your life right now?

Blessings and Peace

Sara

Confession 339: Be the Light

 You are the light of the world. A city on top of a hill can’t be hidden.  Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a basket. Instead, they put it on top of a lampstand, and it shines on all who are in the house.  In the same way, let your light shine before people, so they can see the good things you do and praise your Father who is in heaven.

Matthew 5:14-16

Confession 278: When You Face an "Epic Fail"I hate our world.  I know, hate is a strong term, but I do.  I hate the strife and the suffering.  I hate the lack of effective leadership and problem-solving.  I hate the stupidity of our culture and our focus on consumerism.  I hardly ever watch the news because it just makes me angry and sad.  Why are people so hurtful?  Why are our leaders so incompetent?    Why do we, as a society, ignore the really pressing issues of poverty, injustice, and violence?  Why are we more passionate about football than starving children?

I know what you’re thinking–this woman should be medicated.  I have my “happy pills”…it’s okay.  I just get fed up with us, as a people.  And sometimes, if I’m being really honest, I get a little fed up with God, too.  I go to him indignant– full hands-on-hip-mom-voice-mode–

Where are you?  What are you doing about this?  Why are you letting this happen?  Can’t you just hurry back and fix this?  Where’s your light, anyway?

And there it is…that still, small voice inside of me that, when I quit ranting and raving, is patiently waiting to respond…

You have my light, the Spirit speaks.  Where are you carrying it?

Pop–righteous indignation immediately deflated.

It’s on me.  Well, not all of it.  It’s on you, too, if you profess to following Christ.  Because Christ was the lighcandle 10t, and he gave us his light, which is God’s light, and he told us–the Jesus people–to share that light with others.  In Matthew 5: 14-16 Jesus is telling the people listening to him to go–to do something–to show God’s light to others.  Do good works and others will see God’s light.

I like the way Paul puts it in Ephesians 2: We are God’s accomplishment, created in Christ Jesus to do good things.  God planned for these good things to be the way that we live our lives.

The truth is, God could fix all of the world’s problems in the blink of an eye.  But that’s not the point, is it?  The point is that God called us, his children, to share the light.  We are to live our lives in a way that reflects and magnifies the light of Christ by loving others and serving others.  I may hate the world, but that is precisely where God has called me (and you) to be.

Do you want to see God working in the world?  Then you’d better get moving.

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

Light in the Darkness Days 17-19: Redeemed

Awake, awake, Zion,
    clothe yourself with strength!
Put on your garments of splendor,
    Jerusalem, the holy city.
The uncircumcised and defiled
    will not enter you again.
 Shake off your dust;
    rise up, sit enthroned, Jerusalem.
Free yourself from the chains on your neck,
    Daughter Zion, now a captive.

 For this is what the Lord says:

“You were sold for nothing,
    and without money you will be redeemed.”  Isaiah 52:1-3

Redemption.  That sole word encompasses the whole story of Scripture.  From the Fall in Genesis to the New Creation in Revelation, the Bible is a redemption story.  God establishes a perfect order.  Humankind rebels against that order.  They become lost and broken.  God redeems.

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One Hebrew translation of the Old Testament word “redeemed” is more legal than spiritual.  It is to buy back something that was once yours, but which has been passed into the hands of another.  (Holman Bible Dictionary)  The people of Israel and Judah were God’s people.  That was where their identity was found.  In legal terms, they were the property of the Lord.  And yet,because of their rebellion against God, they had been passed into the hands of the Assyrians and Babylonians.  They were, quite literally, slaves in the empires of Assyria and Babylon.  So when God says he is going to “redeem” His people, there is an inherent understanding that He is going to buy them back.

And yet, in Isaiah 53, God makes clear that it is not with money that He will buy His people back.  God speaks of a faithful servant, one who will bear the iniquities of the people and bring them back to the Lord.

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Surely he took up our pain
    and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God,
    stricken by him, and afflicted.
 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
    and by his wounds we are healed.
 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
    each of us has turned to our own way;
and the Lord has laid on him
    the iniquity of us all.  Isaiah 53:4-6

Reading this ancient prophecy with New Testament eyes, we see the atoning sacrifice of Christ–God’s redemptive tool that went so far beyond anything money could buy.  And this is what we should celebrate at Christmas–God’s redemption of His people.  God coming into the world as one of us so that we could be brought back to Him.

You see, it’s not enough for God to simply rescue His children–His desire is to bring them fully back–to redeem, and then to restore His perfect order.

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As we move into Christmas mania this week, take a moment to reflect on the fact that this season is about honoring the One who has redeemed us.  God longs to bring you out of your present darkness and into his great Light of Love.  The price has already been paid.

Where are you looking for redemption right now?  How can you show someone else God’s redemptive love this week?

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

Light in the Darkness Day 4: A Prayer of Confession

Although Israel’s rebellion against God occurred thousands of years ago, humanity has not ceased to carry that rebellion on throughout the generations.  If we’re being honest with ourselves, we all have turned our backs on God at one time or another.  Our idols might look different than they did during Isaiah’s time, but they are there non-the-less.  I think the fact that they are not golden calves or Asherah poles makes them harder to recognize.  But anytime we put something before God, anytime we turn to someone or something other than God to meet our needs-give us purpose-fulfill us-deliver us, then we are practicing idolatry.

Take a moment and consider the idols which exist in your life.  What pulls you away from God?  What are you placing before God?  What, other than God, has power over your life?

The following is a Prayer of Confession from the United Methodist Book of Worship.  We recite this prayer once a month as part of our Holy Communion liturgy.  I offer this prayer to you today for your own personal use. I have changed the collective “we” and “our” in the original prayer to the singular “I” and “my” for this purpose. And remember, as Isaiah writes so eloquently, “Though your sins be like scarlet;they shall be as white as snow.”

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Merciful God, I confess that I have not loved you with my whole heart.  

I have failed to be an obedient servant.  

I have not done your will.

I have broken your law.

I have rebelled against your love.

I have not loved my neighbors.

I have not heard the cry of the needy.  

Forgive me, I pray.  

Free me, for joyful obedience.

Through Jesus Christ my Lord,  Amen.

Light in the Darkness Day 3: A Voice in the Night

Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send?  And who will go for us?”  And I said, “Here am I.  Send me!”  Isaiah 6:8

The Lord has sent a message against Jacob; it will fall on Israel…the LORD will cut off from Israel both head and tail, both palm branch and reed in a single day… Isaiah 9:8, 14

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Isaiah’s call story is one of the most dramatic and memorable in all of Scripture.  The prophet is given an all-access pass into the throne room of God.  Isaiah sees the Lord, surrounded by the great hosts of heaven, enthroned in all of His glory, speaking to His divine council.  Fearing for his life, Isaiah cries out, “I am ruined!”–for no one was ever to see the face of God and live.  And yet, God had brought Isaiah into this most Holy of Holy’s for a specific purpose.  God was looking for a messenger–someone who would go to His rebellious people and warn them of the catastrophic consequences their apostasy would have.  The Lord says to Isaiah:

“Go and tell this people: Be ever hearing, but never understanding; be ever seeing, but never perceiving.  Make the heart of this people calloused….until the cities lie ruined and without inhabitant, until the houses are left deserted and the fields ruined and ravaged, until the LORD has sent everyone far away and the land is utterly forsaken.”  Isaiah 6:9-10, 11-13

I don’t know about you, but I’m not sure my first response to this holy request would be, “Here I am.  Send me!!”  In fact, I’m pretty sure I would have been looking over my shoulder for someone (anyone) else to take that job.  God was telling Isaiah to walk into the places of highest power and tell the leaders of Israel and Judah that they were leading their people into destruction.  God was telling Isaiah to speak out against the idolatry of the people–the pagan practices which had become acceptable in the eyes of society.  This was not a message of peace and prosperity.

Woe to those who make unjust laws, to those who issue oppressive decrees, to deprive the poor of their rights and withhold justice from the oppressed of my people, making widows their prey and robbing the fatherless.  Isaiah 10:1-2

The earth is defiled by its people; they have disobeyed the laws, violated the statutes and broken the everlasting covenant. Isaiah 24:5

Woe to those who rise early in the morning to run after their drinks, who stay up late at night till they are inflamed with wine…Woe to those who draw sin along with cords of deceit…Woe to those who call evil good and good evil…Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes and clever in their own sight…Woe to those who are heroes at drinking wine and champions at mixing drinks, who acquit the guilty for a bribe, but deny justice to the innocent.  Isaiah 5:11, 18, 20-23

Isaiah was calling the leaders of Israel to account for their corruption and oppression–for leading the people into acts of idolatry and for encouraging debauchery, greed and selfishness.  Isaiah was speaking out against a society which had become godless and defiled to the point that the sacrifices the people raised in the Temple were no longer a pleasing aroma to God.

And yet, God’s purpose in sending Isaiah with such a hard message to swallow wasn’t an act of spite or vengeance.  Rather, God wanted to remind His people of whose they were; of WHO they were, and of who He IS.

 “I am the Lord YOUR God!” God says.  “I teach you what is best for you.  I direct you in the way you should go.  If only you had paid attention to me.  If only you had followed the perfect path I laid out for you, your peace would have been like a river and your well-being would be like the waters of the sea.” Isaiah 48:17-18

But the people’s hearts were stubborn.  Their ears were deaf.  Their eyes were blind.  The message didn’t sink in.  And so God was forced to ask, once again, “Whom shall I send?” candle

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

Light in the Darkness Day 2: An Act of Rebellion

Hear me, you heavens!  Listen, earth!  For the Lord has spoken:

“I reared children and brought them up, but they have rebelled against me.  The ox knows its master, the donkey its owner’s manger, but Israel does not know, my people do not understand.”

Ah, sinful nation, a people whose guilt is great, a brood of evildoers, children given to corruption!  They have forsaken the LORD; they have spurned the Holy One of Israel and turned their backs on him.  Isaiah 1:2-4

One of my favorite movie lines of all time comes from the classic James Dean/Natalie Wood film, Rebel Without a Cause.  Upon adult interrogation, Dean’s character is asked the question, “What are you rebelling against?”  The cool as a cucumber teen calmly and cheekily replies, “What have you got?”  My 5 year old seems to have adopted Dean’s response as a life philosophy.  My husband and I have to choose our battles carefully.  While we want our children to become independent thinkers and problem-solvers, we also want them to adhere to some general principles of civilized society.  There are rules to be followed and standards to be upheld.  But it can be a hard balancing act.

The truth is, rebellion seems to be something that is inherent in each and every one of us.  From the very beginning, rebellion has been part of the story of humanity.  Adam and Eve rebelled against God’s statutes by eating from the Tree of Knowledge, thus abandoning the perfect existence in Eden God had so painstakingly created. The people of Israel continued to rebel against God, despite the lavish love He poured upon them.  The book of Isaiah finds the nation of Israel in a state of complete apostasy.  Leaders and prophets had led the people into organized acts of idolatry.  The government was corrupt, unjust, and oppressive.  Look at the words Isaiah uses to describe God’s chosen people:

See how the faithful city has become a prostitute!  She was once full of justice; righteousness used to dwell in her–but now murderers!  Your silver has become dross, your choice wine is diluted with water.  Your rulers are rebels, companions of thieves; they all love bribes and chase after gifts.  They do not defend the cause of the fatherless; the widow’s case does not come before them.  Isaiah 1:21-23

From the very beginning, God designed a perfect plan for His people to follow.  At the heart of the plan, was the command to honor God above all else.  God established the “if…then” covenant with His people.  If you honor me….if you keep my commands…then you will live in peace and fulfillment. God knew His people would be surrounded by cultures whose people did not revere and worship Him.  God knew the temptation to depend on the false gods and idols of their neighbors would be great.  But God chose to trust His people–His children–His beloved creation.

But, as in the Garden of Eden, when the people had gained their footing…when they were comfortable and secure…when their crops grew and their endeavors prospered…when their leaders gained international prominence and recognition…the people forgot their God. They turned from the One who had Delivered and Nurtured them to worship the gods of their own making.  They rebelled against the laws of the Lord.  They threw off that easy yoke to wrap themselves in a noose made of greed, lust, consumerism, materialism and ego.  God’s people turned away from the Light and were plunged into Darkness.

In what ways have you found yourself rebelling against God in your own life?  What were the direct and indirect consequences of that rebellion?

While rebellion against God can plunge us into Darkness, God’s Light continues to shine as a beacon of hope.  Remember, in this season of Advent, that while the consequences of our personal and collective rebellion can be dear; God’s love overpowers it all.

For the people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned.  Isaiah 9:2

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

Light in the Darkness Day 1: God Moves Beyond Us

As I have been working on lots of IRL projects lately, my blog has fallen a bit (TON) behind.  I am reposting my Advent series from last year.  I LOVE the book of Isaiah–there is so much beauty and hope to be found in his words.  Please join me as we prepare, once again, to welcome our Savior into the world.

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

 

Welcome to my new Advent series, Light in the Darkness: An Advent Study on the Book of Isaiah.  I have to tell you, I have always been drawn to the book of Isaiah.  I especially like the poetic sections.  The author (or authors) have a way of painting our Almighty God with words that fill me with awe and wonder and an incredible peace and unshakable hope.  When my soul needs a boost, I often turn to Isaiah.

But Isaiah is not all about feeling good.  The prophet speaks harsh words of truth in love to a people who have unabashedly turned from the One who called them and rescued them and formed them into His own.  The God of Isaiah is full of righteous anger directed at the people of Israel.  Through the kings of Assyria and Babylon, God will strip the people of all they have.  God will remove them from the seat of His Glory, exiling them as slaves once again.

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The book of Isaiah is the story of humanity in one of its most dramatic forms.  God creates His people and builds for them a perfect world.  And yet, His people rebel against the One who loves them, who fights for them, who sustains them.  Lured by the false gods of this world, the people turn their backs on God, and the consequences of their rebellion result in utter devastation.  The world they have known collapses around them.  There is no one to save them anymore.  They are torn away from their homeland, forced into servitude in a land far away.  Their cries for help, for mercy, seem to go unheard.  But then, God acts.  With amazing and abundant love God reaches out to save His people.  He rescues them from captivity.  He redeems them and restores them to His glory.

And He makes a promise.  One day, God will dwell with His people.  One day, His justice and righteousness will become a beacon which guides all humanity.  One day, God’s Kingdom will be restored, and all people will live in the light of His glory.  A Savior is coming.

The people of Isaiah’s time had no idea who the Messiah was or when and where he would come.  It was a promise they never saw fulfilled.  They might have understood Isaiah’s promises in a completely different context.  To an extent, those promises were fulfilled in their time.  God saved them.  God redeemed them.  God restored them.  God sent messengers and deliverers to dwell among them.  The triumphant return from Babylon may have been seen as the closure to the message of the prophet Isaiah so many years before.  But looking back across time, it was only the beginning.  God’s ultimate deliverance was still to come.

God had a much greater plan.  God’s plan stretched beyond the people of ancient Israel–sweeping far beyond the reaches of their understood land and time.  God’s plan for His creation unfolded thousands of years later in a tiny rural town in a tiny country.  And His plan is still unfolding in ways we cannot see or imagine.

God is not done yet.  And although we cannot see or understand the grand architectural design it doesn’t mean that God is not moving beyond us.  God is generations ahead of where we are, putting things in place to unfold hundreds or thousands of years from now.

“Comfort, oh Comfort my people…” Isaiah says.  God is not done with you yet.  “Prepare the way for the Lord!” (Isaiah 40:1-3)

God is not done with you yet.  As you prepare to receive the gift of the Savior once again, I would love for you to join me as we look to the past to understand our present and to glimpse the wonderful Glory that is in our future.

Here is a breakdown of the next 24 days:

Each day there will be a bit of Scripture from the book of Isaiah on which to meditate.  Sometimes I will provide commentary.  But other times I will leave the commentary to the Holy Spirit!  Each of the 4 weeks of Advent have been given an overarching topic for reflection and contemplation.  I like to call them the 4 R’s of HIS-story.

Week 1: Rebellion

Week 2: Rescue

Week 3: Redemption

Week 4: Restoration

Thanks for joining me today.  I pray that the Holy Spirit may use this to bless you this Advent season.

Blessings and Peace,

Sara

Confession 338: Never Give Up: A Baseball Story

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29 years.  That’s how long it’s been since the Kansas City Royals have entered postseason baseball.  29 years.  I was 9 years old during the Royals’ glory days.  I remember packed stadiums and eager anticipation and the awed voices as names like “Brett” and “White” and “Saberhagen” and “Quisenberry” were banded about.  It was an exciting time, full of hope and pride and possibility.

And then it ended.  The drought came.  The excitement faded.  The stadium emptied.  The heroes of the glory days faded into ghosts.  Hope gave way to despair and then to apathy as it seemed the Royals were never again going to stand in the light of the postseason.

But then it came.  Inexplicably, unpredictably, astonishingly–it came.  One chance.  One opportunity to change the course of a 29 year drought.  One game.  One shot.  29 years condensed into 9 innings.  Could they do it?  Could they set aside the disappointments and failures and heartache of 29 years?  The 7-3 deficit in the middle of the sixth inning would tell you no.

But this story doesn’t end there.  This team of young players could have succumbed to the legacy of defeat the organization has carried on its back for 29 years.  They could have checked out, given up, moved back into the void of failure and missed opportunity.  They could have.

 

What they decided to do, however, was to fight.  Four runs and two innings later, the chronic losers had clawed and scratched their way into a tie ballgame.  And when the opposing team scored a single run in the top of the 12th inning, the Royals dug deep one more time.  With two outs and one last ditch effort, the Royals came back for the win.2014 wild card game

The stadium erupted.  The players swarmed each other on the field.  29 years–a generation of losing.  But the players never-gave-up.

 

As I fist-pumped in the living room and texted my sister, I thought about my own frame of mind earlier that day.  I had been working on a difficult endeavor.  It seemed hopeless, pointless.  I felt like a failure.  I told my husband I was going to give up, chuck the whole thing, and never strive for anything ever again.  That would be easy.  But watching the Royals scrape their way to a victory last night made me think, maybe easy isn’t really the best option.

The Apostle Paul writes in the book of Philippians:

Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.  Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,  I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.  Philippians 3:12-14

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Paul could have given up numerous times.  He was imprisoned, beaten, cursed, and threatened throughout his ministry.  No one would have blamed him for seeking early retirement far away from Judea.  But Paul pressed on because it was what he was called to do.

I don’t know what 29 year drought you’re going through right now.  I don’t know how it will all shake out in the end.  But I know that, for me, it’s time to dig deep and strive on.  So keep fighting–and watch some baseball.  You never know where inspiration might strike. 🙂